stop getting hurt

Its been so long, since the last time Ive been writing here, so many things changed…I didnt even notice how so many people stopped being my friends, and how of so many of them I have let go…
But her…. She was just a friend of mine…a very good friend of mine…maybe the best…
I just think stopping to react so hurtfully comes with years…I am just gonna help it… Start doing some yoga, and being friends with positive people… I loved her…But I think this will teach me… I think I became something else..she told me I was cold, I was distant… and I know why – I was so confused…she just didnt want to feel me….I see why she is mad at me, and I see why I am mad…ahh,,This too shall pass..

I had a great mood, everything was perfect, but then he just tells me something harsh, and then she’s fine, and my mood is gone…
Im trying to be happy, so I dont bug people around me, but then..
I dont blame her, mabe I for some reason can annoy certain people, but why do I care??
This caring thing is something I should stop doing, being more thick-skinned, and kind of “whatever” kind of person…
Damn… Now I should spend another hour to get my mood back on..
pooofff..