I’ve been dwelling a lot. Sometimes I feel like all I do is dwell on my failures, mistakes, and other choices. It’s been worse as of late.
I really should memorize this quote:
“There’s nothing to be gained by second-guessing yourself. You can’t remake the past. So look ahead… or risk being left behind.”
This is going to take a while. I’m big on the bitterness and dwelling, like right now. I’m dwelling about how I hate my school and their fucking elitist and discouraging attitude. And this whole thing was spurred by one teach who encouraged me. Yeah I don’t know why this is happening either, but this isn’t ‘letting go’
I realized I still have emotional baggage from like 3rd grade, and I haven’t let it go, despite changing schools and being a senior now. I worry that things like this will haunt me for the rest of my life.