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start smoking

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Untitled 2 years ago

I started smoking, I smoked quite a bit but I do not hink I smoked enough. I never really got any pleasure out of smoking, it was just a thing I did. Without really thinking I reduced the anount to 1 a week. Now I am back in school I have stopped completly and it seams just like i never smoked.
Was this just because I did not smoke enough or consistently enough to get the cravings to keep me smoking. I smoked about 3 4 a day for about 4 weeks, except the weekends.



Addiction 2 years ago

Ok so i started but not much I some about a 4 a day sometimes more sometimes less, usally in the evenings and not on the week end. i have not yet had anything that I could say is a crave so how much more and for how long will i have to smoke before i get addicted, bringing me more pleasure out of smoking?



Bought a pack 2 years ago

The other day I bought a pack of Cigs, and later that night I went out and smoked one outside. I was not sure about the taste, I did get a little lightheadedness but that felt quite nice, altough I cannot say it was an amazingly enjoyable experiance. The next day I tryed another and the same. Now I have the fags I feel that I sould smoke them because well, £5 is quite a bit of money to just throw away.



what to smoke 2 years ago

None of my family smoke, none of my friends but I think smoking looks sexy, I want to know what it is like and what it is like to be addicted.
but i have no idea where to start.



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