be more self-confident

So, the plan is not working.
I still feel horrible about myself
and i still cant talk to anyone
except my like best-friends.
its horrible.
i HATE it.

I think, to be more self confident i have to find out the good things about me, and focus on them rather then my weaknesses
like for instance,
the pants i wore today pushed up the fat on my sides because they were rather tight, and made me look like i had love handles. i felt horrible all day, and refused to take off my sweater, even though it was hot out.
but when i got home and did a thourough inspection in the mirror, i realised they made my legs look great! which made me feel a lot better (even though it was a bit to late)
so from now on, i’m going to post a strenght of mine, or something i like about myself, and also what weakness/insecurity it cancels out.
My plan is by beleiveing that i am a beautiful intelligent and strong woman, i will be able to talk to people more, and do better in life
=] so yea
that is my plan
and stupid or not i’m going to try it.