..this has been hard. My girlfriend dumped me a week ago for my own friend. And they’re not holding back.. even though she’s supposed to still care for me and even though they know they’re hurting me. Her behavior towards me is absolutely unbelievable – it’s definitely not the girl I fell in love with and the girl who sent me ‘good night. love you’ text messages just 2 weeks before the break-up. That’s probably the hardest thing about the thing – she has turned into sb I don’t know and who has a totally new life and girlfriend and school and so on. And I’m the one who lost half of her heart and has to sleep alone at night while she’s holding my ex-friend.
oh. such a sucky situation.
it pisses me off and at the same time I’m sad and yearning for the habitual romance of my life. And can’t fully enjoy myself.. At the same time she’s dancing and making out with her in my face.
But they’ve gone so low. Knowing that makes me feel at least a bit better about myself. Cause I know I would never to that to a friend or lover, there are oh-so-much-better ways for handling these situations. And I have the most amazing friends who are willing to ride over them with a BMW, so …
I can and I will manage.
Life is out there waiting for me.
