explore

was absolutely deeee-lish! :)

a death in my immediate family has caused such an intense reawakening in me, that has been so immediate and so very powerful that it is screaming at me – EXPLORE YOU! and all that you are becoming.

I find it liberating, freeing, and exciting, and not really scary: my ‘old self’ is predictable, organized, and I’m ever the planner – with a list in hand for many things!
I’ve never been one to fly by the seat of my pants – so this is really against my nature! I’m rather surprised that such a strong, reaction from my inner self is insisting, no – DEMANDING – that I try new things.. and don’t get me wrong, at heart I am an explorer of new things, ideas, skills, and new adventures…. but this now is so different, and so damn insistent!

Two days ago it was buying a drawing kit, and for no other reason than – I HAD to!

Today it is making squash soup.. why? who knows? maybe it will be yummy good?

Tomorrow? maybe I’ll go for a walk at lunch to the park and just listen to the birds… (birds seem to be a theme this last while!)