wow this goal pretty much sums up how I’ve been feeling. but really, I just want to be ok on my own. I want nothing more than to have a little hole in the wall apartment that I can pay the rent to.
something nicer than a hole in the wall would be preferable though. moving back in with a parent after graduating, yea it’s tough. I want independence. and coming to find miss after miss from the summer.
volunteering turned hired part time, which I was then never payed for the hours. I think it’s back to volunteering with events and installations there. communication there isn’t too cohesive. still hoping for this internship I applied for elsewhere. although not seeming too promising either.
I haven’t been too focused jobwise for a few weeks, it’s been more packing up the apartment and helping move myself and the other into a house. at least now I’ll have my own room with a door and a bed. sounds mundane, right? pretty awesome right about now.
I’ve been staying sane with art. thank goodness for that. and for, two, that I can share pretty much anything with. one gets to hear my stories and rants. who very well may read this some day and make fun of me for it. the other just brightens my day with butterflies.
here’s to a continuation of taking it day to day, making art, and getting my resume out there some more in gallery and maybe construction related fields.
