be comfortable in my skin

i havnt been comfortable in my skin for a real long time but id really like to become an alternative model and feel i need to lose about a stone to do this.

I also have a problem with excessive body hair that ive had since i was a kid and i have to pay a fortune to get it waxed every months.

I am also getting over a serious case of depression during which time I was self harming and attempted suicide twice which has left me with some unsightly scarring…any advice on how to resolve these above issues would be great

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