Life is weird for me. I spend a lot of time on the sidelines, and not a lot of time just living.
i hope that learning more about myself, and becoming more confident will help me become a better person and be happier.
i’ve never felt like i really fit in, and despite my boyfriend saying it’s not true i still feel very uncomfortable about new people. it’s becoming difficult for me to make new friends. I’d like to be able to make new friends and not feel like strangers are attacking me before i enter the workforce and try to get a real job, and network and all that stuff.
there are other things like family issues that i need to sort out. i know it’s not my fault but for some reason it’s not sticking.
so my university has a counseling program, and i am going to go an try to find someone who can help me…
