watch less tv

My daughter has very kindly invited me to see her boyfriend play tonight…and here I am trying to look a little better than death warmed over and NOT succeeding….

I am in a funk tonight and yesterday too…I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I need to snap myself out of it…I have the spring blues or something? Who the heck knows…but again I just want to stay home and not subject anyone to my foul mood, especially my beloved daughter and her friends…..

So I am going to throw on a big comfy sweater and sweats…watch every crime drama under the damn sun…not worry about my fugly-ass do any longer, and bake some peanut butter chocolate-chip cookies and just veg. out…100% sola…no company at all….

I’m not even going to log on here to 43things…over the past few days some of my postings reflect my moods which are degenerating since about Wednesday…....

I don’t know what’s into me….I guess I need to go jogging or visiting or something happy and fun but all I want to do is sit here and eat cookies. I’m going to allow myself the weekend to work through my funk and then get back on my feet tomorrow afternoon….

I took it easy today…all we did was go to a chili bake-off and I tasted so much chili and so did my daughter and her boyfriend…we were all sick in the afternoon….

Good night darlings, whoever reads this…God bless you and have a sweet and lovely evening, hopefully with someone who loves you but if not, it’s cool…as long as you love yourself…’cause you know you’re beautiful inside and out

HUGS and KISSES…
your little bitchy friend
Melissa

For background noise and because my daughter watches too much.

We still have a problem here. I really would like to cut down to having TV be a “treat”....that means…a once or twice a week affair and that’s it.

Life is short…to waste it in front of the TV is just a shame. I need work here and don’t know if I will tackle this until the summer or even later.

to do other things…and i’ve been forgetting to turn on the TV for background noise while I’m cleaning and stuff…

And it’s very peaceful…I really do dislike TV in general…such a waste.

I can’t stop watching crime dramas when I have nothing to do. Law and Order, Without a Trace, CSI, New York Undercover, House. As long as someone gets murdered or unspeakable crimes carried out, I’m there. It’s horrible. The shows actually calm me, or maybe numb me…or maybe when I see what a crappy time the victims are having I compare my own life and think it is not so bad. Whatever the reason, it’s got to stop!!!!