be happy with myself, by myself, for myself

Very rarely something will happen to me where I can see from the outside that I am or have created something totally unique to me. When I am singing one of my new songs or putting up a piece of work in uni for a critique I get sooooo nervous. But in these thing I put my whole heart and soul into them , my beliefs, my love, my feelings. I am scared of putting them out there BUT I also know that that is one of things that will attract people to me because I am being myself. Yes it’s scary – but rewarding. Even sometimes I will regret putting out such a personal part of myself but what I love is that passion inside me being there. That is a part of me I like no matter what anyone thinks. Wish I could feel like this about more things in my life – how I look, what people think of me. If I can accept the creative part of myself – why not the rest of me?