try being irresponsible and do the things I want to do without suffering the consequences :)

I have led a very responsible life…call it mid-life crisis…burn-out…pre-menopause…whatever…but every morning now-a-days I have this growing desire to do all the things I am not supposed to do but deep inside me, I really, really want to…not that all of them are “bad” ... well…ok, I admit some maybe risky, others may not be entirely rational…but all of it will definitely be fun!...so I shouldn’t be punished for something that would make me happy, should I?