Move to Chicago

getting closer and closer to this goal I cant wait to start new. really. I need to do this I have one of chriss cousin who is being so helpful!! i cant wait i am lookin for an apartment for my brother cuz he wants to come. I think it would be good for him. I cant wait

Okay I do love it me and the kids love it.. it is a nice vibe Michigan holds so much hurt for me.. I feel as though this presents us with so much more I went clubbing there this weekend AND OMG had so much fun for the first time in a long time.. cant wait to get the hell out of here.. that is my goal be done with this place.. I know chicago will be cold (not looking forward to that but oh well cant have it all…) Chicago here i come… BTW sexy boy I met here I come.. !!!

wow had a great time this weekend best in a long time I actually smiled ALL weekend long… Okay the taste wasnt all i thought it would be (it was expensive whoa!!!!!) but i loved the hustle and bustle of it all. Met with Chris family his son is such a sweetie I love him he looks just like his daddy.. :(
I am almost there.. I went out and met some people I met some fellas but I am just trying to be alone … one very nice HOT AND RICH (doesnt matter right lol :) ?!!!) gave me his number.. very kanye west looking.. oh well I think it will be good for me !!! I want to be happy!!!

2 days and I will be in the chi.. I cant wait to go. my kids will love it we will be there for the fireworks.cant wait to get there And have some joy in my life. Gettin to see chris family will be nice for me I miss him so much. I feel like crap I know there is more for me there and I cant wait to get the heck out of here. I need happiness maybe I will find a life partner there wait what I am thinkin I HATE MEN!! I will be fine alone my whole life. Chicago here I come!!!

This weekend is Chicago I cant wait really I am excited beyond excited. I will see Chris sister. I miss him so much I remember when he wanted me to move to Chicago and I was going to but didn’t I wish I would have then… it has been a month but the pain from his death is not easier.. but I hopefully will get the obituary from marina . see his son again (who I love and adore and looks just like his dad!!!  ) His brother said I can stay rent free in his building if I move up there he had so many apartments… this will be nice. I don’t know I guess he left me some money also so I will find that out I wasn’t expecting anything but his brother said yes. So that was nice. He always is looking out for me even in his death wow the best man ever I wish I could have saw it while he was here.. but that money will help me get started there I cant wait Chicago here I come!!!

okay i am going this weekend to visit.. and set some stuff up i have a deposit on a place i want to go so bad i was on this other site and set my account to chicago and got tons responses i really want to make friends not boyfriends that i think will be hard everyone wants to date i dont really want that right now i am honest when i say friends i have been thru to much right now and want to chill but hopefullly this will work!! i have dreans to fufill cant wait!!!

To move to Chicago and start over Michigan has not been to good to me. I have had good times here and a lot of family but I have had so much pain here.. I want to start new. I think I will be single for the rest of my life. Honestly I don’t consider this running away from my problems rather a new beginning for me and the kids. They deserve more from life than what I have given them here. I know I can do more to. I have the drive. I feel so limited here. Really I do. Do I think Chicago will solve all my problems? No, I am realistic about it, not dreamy. I just think it will be better for all of us as a whole money wise and opportunity wise more diversity. I cant wait I want to do this ASAP… I have to make a better life for us here we struggle and i see no end to it ifm we stay here