Spend more time with my dog

today i took bell out.as usual,it is very hard..with all the pulling but i manage to have the courage and keep my self calm to take him out….i am so happy and proud~~

i always wana spend more time with my diggies but i do not know what to play with them.. =[ and i always think i do not understand them…sometimes they listen to me but sometimes they just ignore me…is this because i haven’t spend enough time with them?? i know i should be patient with them…
i wonder is it necessary to bring them for yearly jab every year..?
i wana bring them for walk but i feel scare..i don’t know what i feel scare of..hate myself man….just so useless~

Lady is her name.my happy go lucky dog.no matter i scold her or throw my tantrum on her, she’ll still be wagging her tail and hopping around like a rabbit. because of this,i feel more guilty for not spending more time on her and really take care of her.
but i guess it isn’t to late to start from now on. but i have another dog name Bell. sometimes when i am free, i will usually go and check them out.sometimes i bath them ,talk to them ,pat them.
but i don’t know whether they are happy or not. sometimes i feel they are not because i don’t really train them.and i reckon they will be bored because of that.