lose weight

But that’s only because I’ve been sick, so I didn’t eat anything for a few days. I’m sure it’s not for real. Plus I have company so I won’t have any easy time working out the next week or so. I don’t know how I can make it work! I have to figure out something.

And no chance of exercise today. Well, best possibility is a 15 minute walk…not really anything but I guess it’s better than nothing?
BUT I finished a freelance gig this morning (now all I have to do is invoice her) and get to work on my other freelance project, a web page. It’s still easier to have one done tho. Soon I’ll meet a deadline at work and that will slow down…
Deadlines, deadlines… what a source of stress, even the name sounds terrible. I have to remind myself to take a moment and relax from time to time; those stress hormones are not good for this goal!!!

Well at least it’s not fluctuating anymore. I biked to work today, and I need to make time to lift tonight. And maybe some wii! I have a lot going on right now, I’m on deadline at work, I planned Friday night out with my girlfriends like a month ago and now I can’t wuss out of it, but I’m working like 10 hour days all week, then on Friday and Saturday my bf’s parents are visiting, on Saturday I have to work and Saturday night my friend is flying in from Finland to visit!!! I’m so excited about seeing her, but I have to take care of things at work so I can take time off, get the house in order, and stuff like that so I’m a little stressed. Also I don’t know if I’ll be able to keep up the workouts once she’s here; I never get to see her and she flew like 3000 miles or something, I don’t want to say, “Oh, see you later, I have to go to the gym now.” I can bike to work but that’s not much of a workout really. I don’t know how I will manage to keep up my exercise during her visit. Hmmmmmm. I will have to think on that.

That’s a little better but I was hoping to be lower this morning. I’m going out with friends on Friday night and I really didn’t want to feel flabby. OH well, just gotta do my best and the rest will work itself out I suppose.

Stuck stuck stuck, back and forth between 136.5 and 138. Even though I’ve been eating pretty well and exercising a lot. I just want my squishy tummy to go away before anyone has to see it in a swimsuit!!!

OK I really want to stabilize and then have the number go steadily down. I’m really close to my goal, it will be nice to feel like this is done and I can concentrate on something else. I will still need to exercise and be careful to maintain but at least I won’t have to work to lose anymore. Maybe I will set another deadline for myself.

Er, unstable much? God I hope it balances out and just stays relatively the same for a while and soon. In the meantime I’m working out but I’m afraid I’m getting sick so I might have to take a break. Boo.

What a fluctuation! That’s frustrating, but I am going to make sure and stay hydrated and see if that’s the cause. At least the dinner I have planned for tonight is really low cal but tasty. It’s a soup with only 90 calories per serving! So if I stuff myself with 2 servings, It’s still less than 200. And I brought a salad and some fruit for lunch. So today looks like it’s going to shape up nicely. Good luck everyone!

Woo hoo! I guess it IS coming off fast because I regained it fast. Or at least so far. Once I hit 134 I’m sure it’ll get really tough again. Even though I’m losing fast for the past few days, I am being healthy, I’ve never been one to undereat. Hahaha, no way in hell!! I think my body’s just kind of detoxing a bit from the 2 weeks where I was baaaaaaaaaad. Whatever it is, I’m not gonna complain or question, just enjoy!

Getting better, I’m really working harder than I had been because I’m going backpacking on June 13th (ish), and I really want to be in excellent condition for that. Also the dreaded swimsuit season approaches. So, I want to undo the regain and be back to 134.5 in 2 weeks. I think it’s doable; I jumped up so quickly it should come off kind of quick again too.
THEN after that, push onward and get to my other fitness goals by the big backpacking trip, a month later.