number one goal at the moment
4 months ago
is:
stopping the self pity attacks that keep coming back.
there is no reason for self pity, I am responsible for me and can change whatever does not suit me well. no more victim-feelings!
I am happy to be out of the relationship with Rob. and want to get to know other people better that are worth listening.
sometimes when my thoughts wander back to situations I lived through with robs I cannot believe I stood all that nonsense and did not shout out my opinion loud and/ or walked away immediately.
but I have- and still I am a liitle stuck with being angry with myself for having wasted my nervs and time and energy with him and his stupid family.
time to move on completely!
