for christmas for the very first time since 20 years.
so I need to tell her what I would like it to be: I want a veggie meal and I would like to have a surprise plant for my apt. as a gift,
already told her and am looking forward to having a good time!
mignon has written 3 entries about this goal
when I was a little girl, I decided to not ask for anything to not feel the pain of not getting it.
I thought it is a better method to keep quiet and not want anything is better for everyone.
and it is hard o break that habit.
there are actually people who love to help me or give me something.
