find the love of my life

This is my favorite part after a heartbreak, everytime I recover I feel stronger, happier, and wiser. I can finally begin to move on and start over again.

I just wanted to get something out there. For anyone who has ever had a hard experience with love or life period. Anyone who has ever been hurt, betrayed, mistreated, or abandoned. Anyone who feels like they have to live life carrying a bag of bricks. It’s time to set yourself free and let it go. Don’t let your past experience hold you back from being who you were meant to be. There is so much out there to discover in this world and in yourself. Life is BEAUTIFUL people, don’t take it for granted. For some of us, growing up is harder, bad things do happen… but life isn’t determined by the things that happen to you. It’s determined by the things you do after they occur. It is hard growing, but it’s the getting through it part that makes us who we are. I guess why I’m saying this is because I’ve been there, and it took me the longest time to realize this. I don’t want anyone in this world to be stuck where I was at. One day, you are going to meet that one person that you’ve probably been waiting for your whole life that you didn’t even know existed. A person that will take your breathe away and surprise your beyond imagination. The question is, ” Will you be ready for that person?” and “What will you do when that person arrives?”

Maybe it’s just a fantasy. Usually it’s either one person that’s more into a person than the other, it’s funny the way things work sometimes. I’ve never been a smoothe player, just the sweet and honest guy. I’ll always step up to the plate, and do what I have to do, but the other person has to meet me on the other side, or it won’t work. I won’t fill water into a cracked glass, and I don’t have time to fool around with games. Just looking for that person.

Okay, there is this girl that I met about a year ago. It’s a long story, but we never really had a chance to have anything because the timing wasn’t right. She shows me mixed signals like she still wants to talk to me, but at the same time she’s been avoiding me, probably bc she knows that I like her. How do I get someone that I care about back in to my life? Has anyone ever met a person, that gives you a feeling that surpasses physical attraction. You notice when you are with that person something just feels right in your soul, and you are just happy. You wait your whole life for that person, and when they finally arrive you don’t even notice, but when you finally do, they are looking elsewhere.