talk to myself like a friend instead of a critical bitch

Yesterday, i was on my way to a fund raiser when I thought, “I am doing this all on my own, I don’t HAVE to go, besides that there are probably a bunch of people I don’t even like going to be there.” This is the point I thought about the rest of my life, “I can go anywhere I want to, I feel like I can rely on myself and only myself. I feel like I’ve never felt before, I feel ok, happy and confident. This is an amazing feeling!” I realized that I could be my own best friend, and I did have confidence! This rarely ever happens. It was a good day.