love and be loved

yesterday was our anniversary. :)

oh, i am happy.
just got back together with my boyfriend (which sounds really lame, but i really love him, and he really loves me too), so this one’s looking pretty set. of course i won’t be ticking it off, because this is a lifelong goal.

sadly this is no use when the person you’re in love with decides they don’t love you anymore. as has just happened to me.

i guess i should’ve phrased it better. ‘love and be loved in return’ or something, though you can hardly control someone else’s feelings.

it’s about time i graduated from ‘have the courage to fall in love’. when i wrote that goal i was dancing around the bush and pretending i was talking about my life in general, not right then. but i was scared, because of course i’ve been hurt before.
but now . . . ahhh, it’s lovely. it’s love. XD
he’s amazing. he makes me so happy, and i don’t ever want to lose this feeling; i’m flying!
and i don’t ever want to lose him.