become a counselor

I want to become a metaphysical psychologist, particularly the counselor. I don’t wanna do the regular stuff they do, I want to take it beyond. I’ve felt a pull toward it for a while now, but when I studied psychology in college, I wasn’t too excited about the classes or my reading materials. Something was off. Now I know what. I’m interested in theories & people who contributed to psychology since the beginning & all that Freudian stuff. But to me it’s just too dry. I do believe in behavioral methods that traditional psychology offers, but we need to go beyond that, to try to understand the real meaning behind it all. I know that I have much potential that I’ll definitely realize one day!