Nope, it isn’t happening. Still loving you, no less than before. Distance & time are doing a lousy job…
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It’s been 2 months already & feelings haven’t changed a bit. Every day brings something new in different areas except for this one. Nope. Not fallen out of love just yet…
Not yet. This isn’t happening, no matter how much I distract myself. When I sit down on the couch at the end of the day & ask myself if I still love him, the answer is “yes”. I love him & I’m in love with him.
Well, of course I can’t expect myself to fall out of love in 2 weeks after an intense 3.5-year relationship!
I need my love to either leave or transform. I need my heart to be mine again. How long will it take? Or will I love him forever? I might, but I think that this love will eventually transform into some warm feeling that won’t bother me anymore. Right now it does. It keeps my heart closed & my mind skeptical. It’s ok for a while, but it needs to change in the future. I’m not quite sure if I want to fall in love again – it’s a major pain in the butt. But whatever happens, happens. I just need my heart back.
