I don't know what happened
2 months ago
to that bit of self-discipline I had… I can’t find it anywhere!
before it gets any worse (worse? am I kidding? how could it possibly get much worse?), I should quickly get into practicing this again. practice makes perfect (or so they say) and that fits well with my streak of impossible perfectionism… :)
no, I don’t really aim for perfect with this, just for functioning. I’m sure it makes a lot of sense to train my self-discipline gradually. I need to think in small time units or else it’s just too scary, somehow. imagining every day at the library for the next month, for example, is clearly overdoing it… even though I actually like the library.
