love myself

So this is my most important goal. I have had trouble with this my entire life and it’s still hard. I feel awkward and stupid sometimes, but I’d say most of it is the fat and ugly trip. I need to figure out how I can accept and embrace myself. My self-hatred has been a detriment to my life for a long time, and I’m hoping to make peace with myself. Also I want to stop all the social connotations of self-loathing, like thinking everyone’s laughing at me and being a clingy girlfriend for fear of being rejected.
So this is day 1.