make a list of 100 things that make me happy.

95. My Nissan Micra
96. New people in my life
97. Mine & Stevens snowman, Stuart.
98. February. Good Month.
99. Looking forward to Valentines Day
100. Finally being the girl I’ve always wanted to be.

:)

93. Fireworkss
94. Cats & dogs with wet noses. xx.

89. Christmas Trees!
90. Having time to do my nails.
91. Steven, best boyfriend ever. :)
92. Pink mobile phones. want one!

Two words. ‘Grated Cheese.’
‘mazing. I have it on everything.
Soup, beans, salad, whatever it goes with everything. It’s awesome!
And so much different than regular cheese.
A grater makes such a difference.

How sad. Ox.

My sister growing up. Although I’m not there to see it, it’s amazing that everytime I see her she’s on her way to being a proper little lady. An awesome one at that. It’s just soo, soo mind bobbling to remember that not long ago she was sitting on my lap singing nursery rhymes to me. And now she’s dancing around and singing along to Bratz and Hannah Montana!

She is so smart, we have little quotes and secrets that nobody else understands. She’s like a little friend that I just wanna cuddle all the time! I think the world of her and I am so glad that she’s my sister for life.

81. Camping.
82. Brushing my teeth
83. River island
84. Shows set in New York.
85. This quote ‘Maybe some women aren’t meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free til they find someone just as wild to run with them.’
86. Flux by bloc pary.

80. Su. Can’t believe I haven’t yet mentioned her! She makes me tres happy! She’s my everything. I see her everyday, I can see her everyday without getting sick of her, wow. We have amazing times and are such geeks together. 5 years now.

I wouldn’t change her for the world, this girl is always there for me. Even when I ring her when I’ve just got in at 3 in the morning and amazingly she wakes up and chats to me instead of telling me to fuck myself and hanging up. There to hold me when I cry over nasty men and tell me that he’s a prick and that I deserve much better.

Yes, this girl has touched my heart and I’ll love her forever. I don’t know how much longer we’re gonna be this close for, I mean we’re both growing up and making choices. I mean I’m not always gonna live up the road from her. I want to live in a city, go to uni, go travelling. She wants love and children and a house in the countryside.

Whatever she wants she’ll achieve it, she’s the bravest person I know. & Whatever she does she’ll be awesome.

78. Abbie. It’s been a while. 4 years ago she moved to Germany and now she’s back! Hope to see her soon, we don’t live in the same city but it’s quite close. Meanwhile the phonecalls and cute texts will do.

79. Nights at Karen’s. Because we don’t see each other much anymore I’ll usually stay at her’s one night and she’ll make me dinner and we’ll watch a movie. It’s nice.

Being with you is bliss. You don’t know that, you don’t know how much you mean to me. How much I think of you, even now months down the line, when I’m with new blokes and after all the hurt you’ve caused. I still dream of you.

73. How I’m perceived.
74. People reading my writing. Love the admiration, hate seeming vulnerable.
75. Not knowing what I want to do. Love not having a plan; Hate not having a plan.
76. The feeling of having nothing to lose.