Man, I haven’t been to church in a couple of weeks, but I have that craving to go, which is something I haven’t found in years to have. It makes me feel really cleansing, like I need to cleanse my soul again with The Lord. It’s like a relief of pressure once I go.
I’m planning to read the Bible after I finish a couple of books I need to finish during my list. Maybe I need to make it a Summer project, all Summer long to get it done. I think it can be accomplished if I fufill my time with Him. =]
I went to church today. It felt so good, so innocent.. like I could revive myself of my purity. Again, the feeling is awesome. However, we didn’t stay for the whole thing because they had this whole confirmation thing going on with the other kids so my dad and I were pretty impatient sitting there for an hour and a half, especially since a lot of it was recognizing each individual.
But yeah, I liked going and I hope that I can make this change for every week.
So last night in Religon we went to Confession. I really got a lot off my chest. Since Confessions remain confidential, I really let my heart out to the pastor. He couldn’t see me, but I sure talked like it and I made sure he heard what I had to say.
We both agreed (the father and I) that I should go to church every week. Which would make me a much happier person to get these things off my chest and to put God first.
So I think I’m going to start going. I need to. It’ll add more to me.
I love God so much and I can’t believe I don’t go as much as I should. It’s kind of heartbreaking that I don’t pay my respects to a religon I love so much, and that is involved so much in people’s lives.
Definetely a goal in 2008. I have to get off my lazy bum and make this happen!