i should be...
2 years ago
but i’m not.
my bmi is healthy…. people tell me i’m skinny as hell…
but all i see when i look in the mirror is my flaws.
like my big butt. or my thighs.
or my growing chin.
the only time i feel great about myself is that one period of the day when i’m bare foot in spandex and a cami with my hair pulled back dancing.
when i’m dancing, i feel amazing about myself, like i could do anything and that i’m the best person on earth [[haha. vain, ik]] and that i’m how i want to be. i love that feeling.
if only i could filter some of that into the rest of the day.
