improve my memory

Today has been slightly frustrating for me. I could not find my way around this mall that I’ve been to several times. I feel bad for dragging another innocent soul all over in huge circles just looking for a little store. I could not remember the name of the store and where it is supposed to be. For the first 10 minutes or so, I refused to ask for directions simply to prove that I could recall. I even had the directory with me. I caved in after returning to the same spot thrice. The kind lady told me it was at the corner where I missed, it was just opposite us. BUT, I did managed to locate the car this time and the exact exits. Well, I was there to get a gift for a friend. She told me she fancied those pretty journals they had. And this was 9 months ago. If I can recall that, I guess I can recall anything if I want to.

I used to have a really good memory. Over the years, I got jaded and I had things that I really wish I could let go off so I guess that must have led to my deteriorating memory. I have not complained of my lacking memory skills till recently.
I had to memorize the legal acts for an upcoming paper. I admit that I cramped all of it in the night before but I have done this countless times already. To my horror, I could not recall anything the next day. I was absolutely terrified. Not one thing that I have read the night before could come through as output. It’s probably because of the cramping but still, that was really horrifying for me. Dad has been helping me with my memory in this. I’m grateful.
I also have a problem with matching names to faces. This is an on-off thing. Luckily with friends around, they help me sort out who’s who and constantly correct me.
I do not know if this goes under the memory section but I cannot seem to find my way around at times, especially in new places. I have lost my own car at a parking lot and no, it was not stolen. I just could not locate it. This has happened several times and if it was not for my friends, I would be wandering around the parking lot looking for it aimlessly. But, I have been getting better at finding my way around now. Getting rid of the fear and anxiety sure helps.
I’ve had it before, I’ll get it back again. I’ll fight if I have to.