Enjoy my job

if you look back a couple months ago, i quit my job, well, i called my manager today, and i’m going back in 1 mth. I’m thankful they will take me back, the job is by no means a dream, but the money is decent, and i need to work, money is so tight here. I want so badly to be successful when i go back this time. Pray for me,,,anxiety please go away, so i can go to work each day like a normal person…

i guess i quit my job last week, i have put so many years into this place, and really wanted my pension.
i just couldn’t do it anymore.

so, here i am struggling to try and stay positive at my job, when i got called into the office today, told i wasn’t carrying my weight, and i’ve been rude to some callers…screw that, i have been working my ass off, and been polite with the callers. I guess i have someone in the office trying to back stab me, also saying i’m taking extra long breaks,,,such bull shit.
I’m so upset i feel it was so unjustified and untruthful.
I’m very hurt and upset, i take pride in how hard i work, and to be brow beat like that really bothers me alot.
So, i went home.
Its hard to stay positive and enjoy my position when i have to put up with this crap.

i have worked in a call centre for about 10 years, 6 in one position around 3-4 in my current,,,i hate it. I provide customer service to older people, like 80+, it is so awful. I find working in this call centre so stressful. In fact i have just returned from a one year leave of absence-without pay. I was so stressed i needed a break. Of course i had to go back, money was so tight. This is my fourth week back, i’m already struggling. I just don’t have a choice, the money here is better then the other positions i’m qualified for. I really want this to work out. When i drive to work i say..’i love my job, i love my job’ over and over. Its not helping, even at lunch break, i have to go sit in my car, i have so much anxiety from the work, i couldn’t possibly socialize with people.
Its also so loud in the call centre, i have a constant headache. I called in sick today. Does anyone else have this problem?