quit drinking

This is one of the hardest things i have had to do..

i’m doing well in the not drinking aspect..i do feel awful though, i had a terrible migraine yesterday…i’m wondering if it could be caused by my body detoxing? I’m exhausted as well..any one been through this?

today is sunday,,,yesterday i woke up soooo miserable..very angry towards my hubby for no reason at all….barking orders at him all morning..i had to give myself a shake and apologize to him..anyway,,i spent the morning preparing lunch for a few friends coming over..when they arrived i had 2 beers with them..1 with lunch and one after..i so badly wanted more but didn’t..i went out to watch a friends son play hockey, came home had some tea and went to bed…i do fill like yesterday was a success..yes i had 2 beers..but going from what i use to drink to nothing is extreme..if i could do it great,,but i was a beast..for me it took the edge off..and i was able to stop after. Today i feel good..much calmer and loving waking up feeling good and ready to spend the day with my family.
thank you all for the support.

the evening is drawing to a close and I DID IT!!!!!! It was pretty darn hard..my daughter and i rented some movies..and i gotta say i was dieing for a drink..i didn’t have one..my hubby got home from work…must have been shocked to see me sober..now the three of us are sitting in front of the fireplace..reading..on the computer…wonderful family time..it definately would have been a very different style of evening if i had been drinking…i’m looking forward to getting up tomorrow, feeling great and taking my dog for a long walk before the family gets up!!!
Thank you all for your support!!!

yep, just as i suspected..its friday night..day 6 for me..its hard..i just fixed myself a nice cup of tea..I feel so proud of myself and am very excited for my new life..i am craving a drink so badly..telling myself i can have one…i know i can’t have one..never in my life could i stop at one. Tonight, tomorrow..and the next day and the next day and many more will be tough…really tough.
I went out today and bought a bunch of different juices and pops…i really want to be successful this time.
Wish me strength…i’m gonna need it.

yep…had some major cravings this evening..i feel funny,,kind of fuzzy and out of sorts..but i did it..gonna call it a night. I’m looking forward to feeling good tomorrow. Good luck friends.

so, its around day 5 for me…i am having cravings..i’m not going to give in..not a chance….i am totally pumped about starting my new life!

Well, i’m feeling much better today..my several day hangover is finally going away..along with the flu…i hope.
this is day 3 for me again…

hey folks, i havent posted here for quite some time…i haven’t been doing really bad,,but bad enough..i’m here again, i need to quit drinking once and for all..i’m currently feeling terrible..really terrible..i had the flu for a week,,finally started to feel a bit better, got drunk saturday and am still paying for it, i feel like the flu is back along with a 2 day hangover..yesterday i felt like i was going to die…i’m tired of living like this, i have no control over my drinking..it has affected many parts of my life.
I need to make a change.

well, i’m extremely embarrassed to admit that i have been drinking again. I feel terrible. I’m very disappointed in myself, i was doing so well for a while, and was feeling really good. Now my anxiety is really bad again. I know i have a problem, i drink alone. I use to be the one to get drunk then phone people, but not anymore, i made that mistake soooo many times. Anyway, i am going to be posting more often as i do find the support on here has helped me a lot in the past.