Well, I think that I did a great step forward on this goal today.
I wrote a nice looking letter, describing my dream and talking a little about the areas I have to work on in order to fullfill it. I did also sent it to some friends I can trust this with.
If you want to read it, I am sorry it is in German, since I am German. Well here is the link: http://rapidshare.com/files/298558303/Tumbleweed.pdf