be more aware

.. that by being more aware, I could make better decisions; those decisions we all make in every moment. If I am more aware of myself and the choices I make, I can laugh with love at the person who wants to take the easy way out or give up, or watch tv and ignore the world, and choose to do something I, who I want to be, would do. I will just try not to be too hard on myself if I don’t make the choices I would like to because this goal is a start, I’m aiming for awareness. I may end up being more aware of the harmful choices I make but ha! I will have achieved something… lets see how it goes. (I can imagine that – as others have said – this could be a difficult one because of the lack of tangible goals. We’ll just have to see what happens)

I want to be more aware of what I am thinking, saying, doing etc. – because I have let my life pass me by in a fuzz of half-awareness, and some recent events have made it clear to me. Where have I been? what did I do? what did I think of it? Maybe even make a plan, (see other ‘plan’ thing to do).