stop talking about people behind their backs

well, i did it. i told my best friend that i’ve been talking shit about her behind her back. unfortunately, i decided to make it seem like i did it maliciously because i didn’t want to seem defensive about it… you know? but really, i just needed someone to talk to, and i happened to choose very chatty people. anyway, she forgave me.

I am a terrible person and all I want to do is to be a hermit and never see anyone again. That way I can stop talking shit. I’m not a gossiper in the least, but it’s coming off that I am because I vent all my feelings to one person and then they go and tell other people. God I just need to TALK I don’t need to FIGHT.