save money for college

as too much, I suppose.
But I’m tired, always keep spinning and running around… still doing the most of the things i said I will though.. hope I won’t burn out.

One of my resolution was to move to a new place so I can save money. The place I found(except it’s Unit Bathroom and has only one electric stove…but the room’s large!) was minus 350bucks from what I’m paying. And then I heard from friend just found the place half the cost of where she’s living now. That’s half of what I’m going to pay. So I’m contemplating to find the cheaper place… I should give up the space if I really want to save the money.

I have devastated by the things happened these last two years. There was a lot of things I need to reconsider about my life, and along the way I was almost giving up on the things I was doing. It still makes me sad and think how silly I was but regret no more. I cried enough, I’ve done enough even if it didn’t make anyone happy, I’m glad it’s ended. I have to tell myself so otherwise I’ll collapse with this emptiness.
It was a paper which saved me from this depth of nothingness. It’s a med school application of a man I was in love with five years ago. I used to carry the paper printed out(even after parting) because I thought it was great and gave me sort of energy, for there’s only a reflection of this person who is willing to devote his time to help people; no lies. I re-read the sentences and it made me cry. It reminded me of the important things in life and made me humble.

I got this magazine, just to remind myself how it is going to be hard and also wonderful when i get back to college.

I haven’t checked my account nor the detailed info.
Need to make sure if it’s added up.

brought banana for the breakfast.
lunch: Chabatta, Cheese bread, and coffee(total $10) at Tully’s. Didn’t go to the party after 5. Made Goya-chanpulu for the supper and drunk fruit wine. Being alone on Fri night is rare so it gives me a peaceful feeling.

It’s been two years since I decided to save money for college. Everything cost so much…* the rent, electricity bills, foods, and so forth… also don’t forget about the unexpected expences for wedding parties…ok..less (drink-)complaing about the work and more doing. I’m woking full time now and hope to get into a college this year!