honesty — 7 months ago
honestly, i’ve had this goal on my list for some time.
and it’s had the LEAST number of cheers. i’ve recieved over 500 cheers and this goal only got 1.
i think i am learning from not accomplishing this goal.
i have more important things on my list to do.
i am going to leave this on my list because
1. it will serve as a reminder to myself how little my weight should be a factor in my life so long as it is healthy.
2. because i am shallow, and still cling to shit ideas like this one. if i am honest with myself the self-absorbed part of myself still wants to lose 20 pounds.
sometimes i hate myself, but at least i can recognize it.
