lose my virginity

MEN!

Don’t tell her how many women you want to sleep with. I suggested 7 as a minimum, and she went totally cold on me. It took an awful lot of complex mathematical argumentation to reduce 7 to 1.

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Oddly, she was a lot more passionate afterwards: I’m not sure why. Maybe:

1. the half-hour without sex-play made her desperate
2. the almost-argument made her feel emotionally closer & hence horny (my favourite theory)
3. she was impressed by the lengths I went to to soothe her (unlikely)
4. she liked hearing me talk about improving myself

The last two times we’ve been together, we’ve come sooo close to having sex. We’re both holding out slightly at the last minute.

We had a discussion about contraception tonight, over the internet. We could have sex tomorrow but I’m not in the mood… plus the longer I keep her in suspense, the less slutty she’ll feel. I think we’ll do it around Saturday 18th, that’s my prediction.

This is very likely to happen soon. I was predicting within 3 weeks (a week ago), but now I think it will be somewhere between March 15th and April 15th.

I’ve met a really nice girl, and I don’t feel scared to do anything with her, although I do feel a bit clumsy sometimes.

I’m quite happy for this not to happen for some time, but I do want it to be with her, because I’ll probably never find anyone so perfect (for losing my boyhood to) again.

I think I’ll concentrate on meeting a girl first. I did meet one a few weeks ago, a friend of a friend, but she made her excuses and left, so I still don’t really know what they’re like.