Learn to love my self

hard for me to see who I am, but I just realized how can I not like the mother of my beautiful children. How can I hate the heart that taught them to love? How can I hate the body that nurished them? Yes, maybe time has taken time on me, but I am still mother, mom, and momma. Who could ask for more?

I have to so that I can find the skills to protect and guide my children.. How can they respect me if I don’t..

The one thing that I am going to love about me is being a mother. I love my kids and they are my entire heart, but I will see that I don’t create happiness in them they have to choose. I need to make them comfrontable, safe, and give all I can emotionally (my love, my praise, and my encouragement). If I do this I have to trust them to choose to be happy, I cant be happy for them. Their happiness is their choice and my prayer.

I am working on trying to be totally open about discribing myself.. so thtat I can see that I am alright

I have problems trying to describe my self on line because I am afraid to say I am big… or not to say because I don’t want them to be dissappointed when they find out.. I get alot of attention but I can’t see what they do.. I only see through my eyes… I just like looking at my smile.. smiles look good on anyone.. even me

Though children get hateful.. they always love me no matter what their mood…

So I will try to see me as they do.

myself “what’s that”