Get drunk with a friend

I found out that I do have some issues to solve before realizing my goal. This friend thinks that I might be an alcoholic and also that being under the influence of alcohol people are humiliating themselves. This is not a good starting point.

I have nothing against drinking, of course, ha ha ha, however I am extremely blessed that I do not have a gene, responsible for any kind of addictions. And secondly I don’t want to get drunk with this friend to see him disgraced. I saw this act as a deepening of our friendship, as an experience with no predicted end …

Funny, but I am not quitting yet. Even if I quit drinking alcohol. I need to discover this hidden part deep inside, egoistically controlled not to come out and spread the secret of accepting the facts of life so proud without any drama and present them as the most natural and logical. When we have a conversation and my confused thoughts and fears or even frustrations are processed inside him they become just stops in my journey of life and they seem very positive at the end. I cannot oppose him. It is the same as a child is being comforted only by feeling the love of a mother or her hug and believes that everything will be just fine.

Why we became friends? Because I wanted that and not him. I mean deep friends. I do believe that every person which crosses our journey have a certain role to play. And when I met a person who kicks off this feeling that my life will be changed, I cannot stop bothering her or him until I am sure I will not miss this opportunity. And being honest, with all those they changed me, I got drunk. A spiritual ceremony?

And I smell some great potentitals in this act :) The final check, definetely. Test, which is passed no matter what the result would be :) Oh I would like that so much :)

I still have to figure out the reason… :)

I really wish a lot to get drunk with one of my very close friend (from my perspective). Why? I cannot define that, but I think this would really be a great adventure. I am sure about that. This person has a great potential to be drunk with me. And God is my withness, I do not have any bad intentions.