Leave it up to my darling friend Flirt to remind me of the fact that I have yet to put any effort into this goal. LOL, you know I love ya honey!
My birthday is in the next few weeks and it seems only logical to assume that a 28 year woman would have figured herself out by now! But noooo, I’m still pontificating about who I am and what I want out of life. Maybe the problem with this goal is that I know what I want but it’s something that I could never possess… yeah maybe that’s it.
A few days ago I realized that the anger that I felt surrounding my mothers death is still eating away at me. She died almost 6 years ago so I guess this is no longer considered a mourning period, but how can I let go when I feel like she was ruthlessly jilted?
Nov 30, 2006, 06:46PM PST | 12 cheers | 63 comments
Technically I should have adopted this goal a long time ago because heaven knows I can’t seem to get it together!
I truly enjoy giving back to the community so I don’t understand why it has taken me so long to find a few interesting programs where I can really make a difference. I decided that part of my problem is a lack of motivation so today I called various organizations and requested information on volunteering. One is working with children while the other is more in-line with my future career in conservation and sustainable development. If all goes well maybe I’ll start the orientation process next week, so that will bring me one step closer to my rendition of happiness.
I’m not even going to address the “figure me out” portion of this goal because it’s just too formidable, so I’ll focus on that in a few months!
Jun 26, 2006, 04:04PM PDT | 12 cheers | 10 comments
