take life less seriously

flat tire. one in the morning. i’m so tired atm but it was a funny experience i can laugh about.. later, perhaps

i think it’s a sign that i should stay away from her, them. there are just too many signs.. i’d laugh my head off in a situation like this, and i don’t think she gets it; she’ll never get it.. it’s.. it’s just too much for me to handle for a short life.

i feel like digging up a grave for all things that remind me of her, but i think i’ll just donate. we take life less seriously by being serious about life. i’m killing two birds with one stone

punching him in the face would mean to take life less seriously? or more seriously?

honestly… i don’t think i want to find out,. i only WISH i could.

i’ve been angry lately.. altho i feel more content.. does that make sense?

i’m angry coz he’s coming. angry coz they’re here. angry coz she just won’t understand me, the people i love, the things i love, the books i read, things i’d like to talk about, places i’d love to go… even with her..

sometimes i think that i’m just waiting.. waiting for things to happen, waiting for ppl to really be nice and genuine, not wanting to always smile first.. but in me, thoughts and feelings are boiling like the sun..

i’m just afraid i’ll burn myself out and lose myself..

i need to just sift it through. take a knife and skin away layer by layer with what’s bugging me.

me- you’re allowed to miss at least one class for each subject

friend- you MUST miss one class for each subject

...seems so philosophical now.

how i look at the previous post.

it’s my break now, i guess. i went out and had a laugh with my good friend. :) then i watched a comedy with my sisters.

nice..

i feel i’m at this by myself; work in uni.

“you’re always late”. wrong. i felt so bad or cheated. i come on time, if not early and if i’m late, there’s a valid reason. and my reason was because i was tired.. sleeping at 7am for the pass one week and waking up at 10am to start work again..

i thought i could count on that person.. i thought at LEAST that person would understand.

right now, right NOW is the time i feel like quitting this game.

when people point out obvious things about yourself.. good or bad.

maybe it’s just me, at this point, this moment, just being really annoyed. i don’t know… but anyways, the next time i get that, i’ll laugh with my nose in the air and say, “ohh thank youu, thank youu, you’re too too kind!”

take life less seriously

i just want, need to go wiilldd

smiling alot. laughing alot.

it helps me relax, and helps me forget about my troubles, even if it’s just for a brief moment.

after the eid ul-fitr and deepavali festivals,.. hardly anyone studied for the finals this week.. my heart (and head) was half-way into it… and well, i feel really united with my classmates in a way.. haha, why? coz i think all of us will fail. together.

the economics teacher complained to us about how badly we did on the objective paper while we were sitting for the business paper. and those who i thought would score in economics, didn’t come up to standards.. wEiRdEr things can happen i guess.

i know i won’t be elated with joy over the results (infact, it will probably be the opposite). but for the sake of my health and less migraines; this week, i thrive to take my (school) life less seriously…

of life and death..

you see, my friend just passed away. all of us (my ex-classmates/schoolmates) feel confused, shaken up and some even angry…

when a person takes life less seriously, it doesn’t mean he/she take death less seriously in return..

in a way, we learn to enjoy life… and live in the moment.. we learn from our mistakes, laugh at ourselves… and when the time comes, we leave behind happiness and hope for others.