Tindomiel--43T keeps dropping my acute "o"! is doing 37 things including…

undo all the bad messages my parents programmed into me

36 cheers

Tindomiel--43T keeps dropping my acute "o"! has written 2 entries about this goal

urgh. 2 years ago

I’ve got a design to finish by the end of the week for a contest, and I’m psyching myself out.

The creative paralysis seems to be getting worse.

I need to lie down.

Oct 03, 2006, 10:38PM PDT | 0 comments


scars heal 2 years ago

This is more of a meta-item—it manifests itself in many of my other goals. But here’s the breakdown of the bad messages and the things I’m doing to respond to them:

art is not something you should go into: currently planning to rebuild my portfolio and create a graphic novel

music is not something you should work too hard at: get back into playing violin; learn to sing; learn to write songs

you’re fat/ugly: hoping to do nude modeling again, as well as a bdsm photo shoot

you are incapable of “real” love: see item “mend a broken heart” (added bonus: this was also a message my fucknut ex tried to reinforce)

you don’t have enough friends: screw that, I have hobbies.

you’re not spending enough time on the “important” things: see items “learn Quenya”, learn “Anglo-Saxon”, etc.

you’re not really left-handed: see item “become ambidextrous”

you’re not capable of making your own decisions: okay, this one’s going to take a lot of work. It’s lodged in there pretty deep.

Sep 13, 2006, 08:40PM PDT | 6 cheers | 4 comments


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