consuming
2 years ago
for some reason, i get really tired whenever i try to be mindful. i think it might be because whenever im faced with something i don’t want to deal with (both consciously and unconsciously), i shut down, i get really tired and just want to sleep. some psychiatrists have documented cases that i think i fit, and call the condition ‘reactive narcolepsy’. i think i need to fight through the sleepiness in order to reap the benefits. im hoping that i will get somewhere with this. i am trying my best, but after everything i’ve been through already in my life, i just don’t know if i have anything left in me.
