I miss having close friends to the point where I feel lonely too often.
I’ve had quite a handful of close friends before but we never stayed together. I love having close friends because we can share things where we would normally doubt ourselves too much to express or embarrassing things if you were to say it to somebody else.
I’m not sure what happened to one of my first close friends but he stopped contacting me and his mother restricted him of many things.
A somewhat recent close friend, I ended up ceasing contact. He was too busy with his own little world to devote time and conversation to me. I felt hurt and didn’t want it to continue. I still miss him very much but I have to accept that sometimes long-distance friendships won’t work.
I would really be grateful if I could make future platonic close friends and keep them for the longest time. If it had to end, I would want it that we grew apart because that one seems like it would hurt the least.
