Learn more about myself

i want to find more about myself, because at some level i know i’m not accepting myself for who i am. i don’t know to to turn the eye inward and see the bigger pictures inside. biorhythms, astrology, numerology, divinations, zodiacs, they all help, in some form or another, in great or small amounts. where should i start? i guess i’ll have to develop patience, or re-instill the patience that i used to have.