have a stable emotional status and a clear idea of who i am and what i want

i don’t think this really has a point. i will never really know myself or be less crazy or less depressed.
what i want? well i want a million things every 2 seconds and they fade away as fast as life. it won’t get me anywhere, getting closer to this goal means pretending that i have a shade of an idea about myself. anyhow i’d state it, i will never be able to do this. and not only me, just everyone around.
the emotional status is as predictible as nature, so i give up on this too. well…i think i cleared the whole goal, did i?
i’m still gonna let this one hang in here, i have been feeling kinda better since i posted this so i’m not really gonna give up…i am an undecided little kid…

now i am partially stable, but i shouldn’t be hasty in saying that, who knows…the last months were really an emotional hell and i don’t know if it’s going to stay that way.