trust my husband

I don’t trust him because he is not trustworthy. I give up on this goal.

My husband is the most wonderful man I’ve ever known. He hasn’t really done anything to lose my trust. I guess I don’t trust myself, so I can’t trust him. It’s not fair to him that I feel like I have to check the history on the computer to see what he’s been looking at every day, to look through his phone to see who he’s called or texted. I never find anything…I just feel like one day I will. My trust issues are my problem, not his. That’s why I need to change.