have multiple streams of income

Just missed the next pay period for one of my streams by 7mins. I am such a dopey f*er! I was meant to submit the invoice before midnight. What this means is I now have to wait until the 12th of January before the money lands in my account instead of the 5th.

But hey what’s a week between streams lol

The thing about this is that I end up giving one income stream less attention than the other. Its like trying to breastfeed 3 babies at once.

When I don’t maximise on the earning capacity of one avenue, I end up feeling bad, like I am guilty of being complacent and when the pay period comes round there is that inner voice not scolding me as such but reproaching me. I know I could try harder but I find that I also want to have down-time. You know, where I can be at home and just be, not worrying about how much I could have made whilst I sit there doing not a lot.

I guess I need to get to grips with the fact that I have got to expend energy on this, not just when I feel like it but even when I don’t.