Clear the fog from your brain.
myersdf4 has written 9 entries about this goal
I have been doing this not because I really want to but for a possible job.
I didn’t smoke for 5 days this time. I am getting better at being sober. I want to be a better person.
Since I have stopped living with my parents a couple of years ago my usage has slowly grown. When I don’t have to worry about them and I can just smoke in privacy @ my own place whenever. I tend to do just that.
my tolerance is so high that I have been smoking a quarter in two days. I remember when a 1/4 would last me a week. Now it is like a job to get high I have to smoke tons and my throat starts to hurt.
I will not smoke today. After work will be the hardest time. That is when I really want to smoke. I will have trouble sleeping tonight.
I am out of weed and tomorrow will be be day number one. Again. The first day is the roughest.
I will be out of weed today. I am going to try my best to not buy any more, and try not to smoke with friends.
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