be a better friend and email/phone/see friends on regular basis

*laughs
it’s a whole lot of fun getting replies back isn’t it?
i’ve found it much easier to write letters as well because you can be so honest yet you have the time to sort of think things over so you can get the message across properly.
you get to focus on the one person as opposed to twenty and you don’t feel awkward when you’ve been caught at a time when there’s simply nothing to say.

i haven’t been planning it in a list like silvie but more a lottery in my head. the first name that pops up in my head, i’ll send an email to.

and it has a profound effect on other people to.
another friend of mine started sending out emails to people apologising to the way she treated people including myself.

good luck to everyone trying to achieve this goal because you are getting so much more than you truly think you are.

i know i’ve actually set this goal awhile a go, perhaps it may have even been a year ago who knows?
but with the increasing pressures of uni and the like, having my small group of close knit friends torn apart and scattered across the state, i’ve relied on facebook and those leave a message functions on msn.
phone calls have become more frequent.
sent out mass emails [individual ones though]
going out with friends on a friday night and have a good ol chat over some pizza and chips has been fantastic.
yes.
it’s a start.

there’s a difference between being friendly and being a friend.

i am friendly.
i have many friends.
but being a friend i am not.

when i go home, it is an entirely different world.
it is difficult to contact me.
as many people have said.

and when you do get a hold of me.
it’s only for a couple of minutes.
i’m always busy.

the scary thing is. i’m still in high school.
what will happen after graduation?