... maybe I was combining too many goals & went into overload? That MUST be it. I ended up going on a daily walk with my dog & letting go of fear – but ended up being ridiculously trusting in a situation where I shouldn’t have been – in an attempt to just have one of those simple “connecting” moments with another human being on this planet – for no other reason than good, pure, genuine conversation. That was a disaster & nearly the worst mistake of my life.
I’ll try again when I get my wits & courage back…
Oct 03, 2006, 12:45AM PDT | 0 comments
... often with being rather isolated. If you met me, you’d never know it – my personality is outgoing, warm, & inviting! People never understand the challenges I face on this matter.
I want to make an effort – a real effort – somehow to begin connecting with people who are representative of my highest self. I live in the perfect neighborhood for it – but money or something always seems to be an issue – I know that where there is a will – there is always a way!
Aug 06, 2006, 06:01PM PDT | 4 cheers | 0 comments